Wednesday, November 11, 2009

LONG ROAD HOME

well folks its me ,the highwayman again. i guess as most of you now know ,i have been trying to finally get my life back in order.
i guess through alot of self searching, and guidance from my peeps. i have learned that the road home is long ,it does take time to get there. its funny i spent the better part of 20 years or so screwing myself into the ground. the lost jobs , the lost relationships. i cant really even say i have done much good. thanks to -k teacher-noah hardstep-sunflowergrandma -slickman-zman-shantyman .i have finally started down the long road home .i guess what im getting at is the love and support of those around us. its funny im 44 and i finally am getting a glimpse of what it means to be a responsible mature adult. i realized sometime back that being that drifting rodeo cowboy type ,well is no life . even this week i got stupid i was ready to walk away from the k teacher. i will admit i saw that k teacher is a responsible loving mature adult, thats what i guess triggered me to grow up . sometimes it takes alot to grow and realize our faults, well hehe it took me 20 years go figure. im fortunate though ,these last few months some great opportunities have come my way . i have to really say THANK YOU to my peeps for standing behind me. its truly amazing the human spirit . its funny how instead of running from someone we give them our love and support . well that lucky person was me ,i was very lost and hurting ,then finally alot of love came into my life. so as i now move on i am gonna settle down stop running the highways ,and yes spend time with my peeps most of all learn to love again -grow again -and learn to be a responsible adult
well happy campers ,im glad this blog is here it has helped tremendously so in closing

I LOVE YOU GUYS EACH AND EVERY ONE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

2 comments:

steve said...

You are very welcome...my fellow jedi...hey we live we learn...my door is always open and phone always on..cept when the game is on......zman sends

Anonymous said...

I truly believe that the love you receive is equal to the love you have given others.... so if you have received love & support it's because others have been blessed by what you've given them.